A few weeks ago my japanese class did a gift exchange with our penpal class in japan and their box of stuff came in today. All of the gifts had really cute messages on yellow notes. This one was my favorite..
I keep trying to figure out why i got so sad when I was drunk as shit on Monday. What did it mean? How could I let my friends see me that way? How could i let myself become so vulnerable?
Honestly, i was probably just too drunk. Then again, people keep telling me that drunk people don’t lie. So, am I really that sad? So frustrated with being me? Am I really that lonely?
I am thankful my friends took care of me on Monday. I really really dunno what would’ve happened if I had been alone. Thinking about why I was so sad is making me sad. I am just gonna lay it to rest. I was sad, I was drunk and my friends were there. It happens. Never have that much everclear again. Hahahaha XD
I also really need to stop driving when I drink….hahaha. D: and remembering random embarrassing moments sucks so hard hahaha